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DEAR RAINBOWMAN, I AM A 28 YEAR OLD INTERSEX PERSON WHO IS LOVE WITH ANOTHER PERSON. I AM STRUGGLING BECAUSE I THINK I AM IMPOTENT. ALSO, I WAS BORN WITH AMBIGUOUS GENITALS. I HAD A PENIS
AND A VAGINA AND SINCE ALL OF THEM WANTED A BOY, I WAS OPERATED UPON AND MADE INTO A BOY. THERE WAS NO OTHER REASON OR ANY THREAT TO LIFE TO DO THAT. OVER THE PAST 20 YEARS, I HAVE ONLY BEEN
LIVING A LIFE THAT MY PARENTS ORDERED FOR ME. UNTIL I FOUND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. HE IS A MAN. MY PARENTS SAY THAT THEY ARE OKAY WITH HOMOSEXUALITY. THEY ARE REALLY COOL PARENTS. THEY LOVE
ME. HOWEVER, I AM NOT A MAN. I DON’T THINK THIS IS A HOMOSEXUAL RELATIONSHIP. I AM IN A HETEROSEXUAL RELATIONSHIP. I THINK OF MYSELF AS A WOMAN. I AM REALLY TIRED BEING SO MANY THINGS FOR SO
MANY PEOPLE. I WANT TO JUST BE ME. I WANT TO TRANSFER MY GENDER AND BECOME FEMALE. I FEAR THOUGH. I FEAR SO MUCH THAT I WILL LOSE EVERYTHING. MY FRIEND WANTS ME TO FORGIVE MY PARENTS, I
DON’T THINK I WANT TO FORGIVE. BUT I AM SCARED THAT ONE DAY, I WILL LOSE MY PARENTS WHO WANTED A BOY, I WILL LOSE MY BOYFRIEND WHO IS LOVE WITH A BOY. MY PAST IS PAINFUL. I SOMEHOW HATE MY
PARENTS SOMETIMES. I AM UNABLE TO FORGIVE THEM. THE STAKES ARE HIGH. I AM NOT ABLE TO DECIDE WHAT I WANT ANYMORE. THOUGH I KNOW WHAT I WANT. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I DON’T KNOW IF I SOUND
STUPID OR SILLY OR HORRIBLE BUT THE FACT THAT THIS IS ANONYMOUS AND THAT I CAN SEND YOU A MAIL FROM A FAKE ID I AM ABLE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING CLEARLY. I AM SORRY IF THIS WASTED YOUR TIME. I
AM WASTING EVERYONES TIME. I AM HORRIBLE. PLEASE I AM HORRIBLE. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. LOST CHILD