"Then I found out I was going to die and I was absolutely devastated! But I was really, really horrified." She continued: "Not because I wanted to come back, not because I

thought, 'Oh, keep the door open!' But because I didn’t want Val to die. "I just assumed she would go off after Amy, who was the biggest love of her life. And the idea that

Pollard was going to be on his own, it was terrible." Charlie added: "I even cancelled my leaving party!"